knowing too much can get you hurt;

Jan 25

always makes my night <3

  • he says:
  • hahaha you know when me and jim saw you after school and you were in your dance stuff , jim went " ouff she has a nice ass " hahaha aww xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • haha, ohh how lovley , i hate wearing my dance stuff. wearing it tomorrow, wait that reminds me ballet works xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • he says:
  • hahaha , it was a nice compliment xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • sure, i hate my ass xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • he says:
  • why , your hot haha xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • erm no shhh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • he says:
  • hhahaha no , you are xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • erm no im not xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • he says:
  • im going now , catch you later darlin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • ill be gone, ill see you tomorrow maybe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • he says:
  • why will you be gone xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • im going in a bit probably eight then i need to have a bath then a shower then do my homework, then ill be tierd : ') xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • he says:
  • okay seeyou , love you haha xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • a. says:
  • haha, bye love you too xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • (a. being me, him being well him obv.)
Jan 16

i miss u

chocolatedrops:

bla bla bla bla lol facebook is getting boring i love it because i have all my awesome friends and family on it but my mom wont let me add people who i have met over the internet on it so i miss them alot i used to have one just for them but then it kept dissapearing so i just have my private one. im hardly on my computer anymore which is kinda good i guess but i really miss some friends and my sissy. it suckssss soo if ur reading this youl no its you and imissss uu and sorry that my mom wont let me add u xxxx

 you added me, but then i pressed accept and you were gone, please add me again just so i can send you one message then im done forever <3 xxxxxxxxx

Jan 15

he called me beautiful. <3

him:

im really really sorry aoife , but im actually struggling to keep my eyes open xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

me:

haha, its fine go xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

him:

so ill seeyou later beautiful , love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

me:night, love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

(l)your a babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

me:

hahah ! shhh xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

x

him:

Jan 15

i love him

we’ve spent the past three hours telling eachother we love eachother. arguing over who loves who more. its 3:20am hes shatterd but he wont leave me. i love him so much.

Jan 03

You’re my best friend. <3

Ooo. you make me live
whatever this world can give to me
It’s you, you’re all I see
Ooo, you make me live now honey
Ooo, you make me live
You’re the best friend
that I ever had
I’ve been with you such a long time
You’re my sunshine
And I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
You’re my best friend
Ooo, you make me live
I’ve been wandering round
But I still come back to you
In rain or shine
You’ve stood by me girl
I’m happy, happy at home
You’re my best friend.
You’re the first one
When things turn out bad
You know I’ll never be lonely
You’re my only one
And I love
The things that you do
You’re my best friend
Ooo, you make me live.
I’m happy, happy at home
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend
Ooo, you make me live
You, you’re my best friend.

Jan 03
You mean the world to me. me and you we were best friends so close we shared absolutly everything, we just chatted for hours on the phone. my mum used to tell me to get off the phone id tell her it was too important even if we were just dancing in our own rooms :&#8217;). We would be together 24/7 all the time litterally. But these past few months, we&#8217;ve just grown apart. I don&#8217;t know why, i feel its my fault. But, i miss you. Oh god im going to cry again&#160;! I love you so much. I want us to go back to how we used to be. i want to be out of this &#8216;shell&#8217; i feel i&#8217;ve gone into. im sorry. i miss you so much and no matter what you will always be my best friend, im trying to find a way to describe how much your friendship means to me, thing is&#8230; its indescribeable.
three things, 1) im sorry. 2) you&#8217;re my best friend,3) i love you no matter what.
&lt;3

You mean the world to me. me and you we were best friends so close we shared absolutly everything, we just chatted for hours on the phone. my mum used to tell me to get off the phone id tell her it was too important even if we were just dancing in our own rooms :’). We would be together 24/7 all the time litterally. But these past few months, we’ve just grown apart. I don’t know why, i feel its my fault. But, i miss you. Oh god im going to cry again ! I love you so much. I want us to go back to how we used to be. i want to be out of this ‘shell’ i feel i’ve gone into. im sorry. i miss you so much and no matter what you will always be my best friend, im trying to find a way to describe how much your friendship means to me, thing is… its indescribeable.

three things, 1) im sorry. 2) you’re my best friend,3) i love you no matter what.

<3

Jan 03
i know its terrible of me, but i can&#8217;t help but smile every time i see this&#160;!

i know its terrible of me, but i can’t help but smile every time i see this !

Jan 03
madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

@irockyoursoul :D see&#160;? haha

Haha yeah! I love how it looks like with the case! What colour is it? :)

Yeah, it’s red :) I have one in black, and one in blue, too :)

Okay, next thing I’m gonna buy is a case :)
Anyway how many songs do you have on it?

Yeah, it’s really great :D haha.I have 385 songs on it. I needed a media card, because I could only have around 150 songs on the phone.. so yeah. :) 385. wbu?

50, but I’m gonna add at least other 100 for sure. I love listening to music from my BlackBerry, it’s better than my laptop! haha

I’m a total music freak.. so I have lots of songs on my phone. I’ve never had an iPod, and I can’t bother to buy one, so I’m just using my phone. It works :D and the sound is amazing!

Yeah I’m a music freak too, I had an iPod before but it doesn’t work anymore, but it’s not a problem since I have my BlackBerry now haha &lt;3

Yeah. Love love love, my Bold &lt;3

 gina&#160;! i have this :). what is you bbm pin&#160;?

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

irockyoursoul:

madeinnorway:

@irockyoursoul :D see ? haha

Haha yeah! I love how it looks like with the case! What colour is it? :)

Yeah, it’s red :) I have one in black, and one in blue, too :)

Okay, next thing I’m gonna buy is a case :)

Anyway how many songs do you have on it?

Yeah, it’s really great :D haha.

I have 385 songs on it. I needed a media card, because I could only have around 150 songs on the phone.. so yeah. :)

385. wbu?

50, but I’m gonna add at least other 100 for sure. I love listening to music from my BlackBerry, it’s better than my laptop! haha

I’m a total music freak.. so I have lots of songs on my phone. I’ve never had an iPod, and I can’t bother to buy one, so I’m just using my phone. It works :D and the sound is amazing!

Yeah I’m a music freak too, I had an iPod before but it doesn’t work anymore, but it’s not a problem since I have my BlackBerry now haha <3

Yeah. Love love love, my Bold <3

 gina ! i have this :). what is you bbm pin ?

Dec 11

I just wanna be happy.

madeinnorway:

I am so not happy with myself today. I’m just not. Don’t know why, or what never made me happy, but I do know one thing; this feeling is killing me. The feeling of secretly liking someone (for all I know. I mean, there’s a chance he knows. I’m just hoping he doesn’t know, yet..) and not knowing how they feel about you. Do they hate you? Do they like you? Do they feel annoyed by you? Do they want you to talk to them? Are they too shy or too scared to talk to you? All these questions, with no fair answer. You can’t be in someone’s head, and read their minds like you can in a book.. You can “be” in someone’s mind, but still you wouldn’t know, because you can’t read their minds.. The feeling of being too scared to do anything about it. You just can’t move on, or do what needs to be done for it to happen. I am too scared. 

Ugh. I just want this to be over.

Check, please?

i know the feeling !. also do you have leona lewis there ?

Dec 11

why ?

so we were as usual having a conversation on msn about life and stuff. messing around with each other stuff i probably shouldn’t post, and then he says ‘so who do you like ? xxxx’ isn’t it obvious, he already knew anyway. and then i was saying you know and then i said well who do you like and he typed something then stopped then typed again then stopped then said after 5 minutes ‘sorry darlin i have to go ill see you tomorrow.i hope xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx’ i said wait dont go you cant go now !. ill tell you if you stay. and he said ‘text me ?xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx’

                                   me: ‘okay then :) xxxxxxxxxxx’

                                   him: ‘good girl, goodnight :) xxxxxxxxxxxxx’

                                   me : ‘bad boy, night xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx’

                                   him: ‘love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx’

                                     GONE !

so then i texted him like i said, me: hello there xxx. him: why hello :) xxxxx. me: erm well i want to tell you but i dont want it to be akward xxxx him: okay haha i think i can guess from that anyway ive not got much credit left so ill speak to you another time :) xxxxx.

what the hell does this mean ?

he confuses me soo much ! i love him. i think i do , i know i do. he’s the only boy that knows about my ‘ilness’ and he hasnt told anyone. he askes me every day to just eat for him becuase he really doesnt want me to die. he tries to convince me he says i ‘look great’ the way i am. i love him so much, ive never been in love with someone so long. and fallen so far much <3. xoxo